WHY?
It comes in waves you know, first the happiness of getting to know you, then the times that we were actually there for each other laughing at those worst times and then the unbearable part where it was all over. The part where I drown in the waves. You ended it. Telling this makes it less hurtful not because blaming feels good. Just because it's the truth. How could you? How could you just stop all the ties in the blink of an eye? Was our relationship so unworthy? So little? Oh yes, I completely agree that things went wrong. Very very wrong than it should have actually been. I did not let you keep those problems with you even when you thought that there is absolutely no use in sharing just because I couldn't help. I can count the times I have repeatedly got you to share them either by force or threatening or even in a friendly way. Whatever I did, I have always done it not because I had to, it was because I wanted to. You were my friend. My little brother. That stings. Usin...
Being a Late 90' s kid, I had the privilege to go with him in his Bajaj Chetak Scooter holding him tightly. Memories are so fresh that I used to plead him to hug me and sleep. Buying me a toy was another story, wherein it needed a special recommendation from my mother because I used to spoil it within few days. Parents and Teachers meeting was fun because I had always secured ranks and made him to feel on top of the world!!. Giving back answers and getting beaten from belt was minimum twice in a month!!. He was the one who used to come to me within 10 minutes for a patch up. Overall, he is a complete package . Bhakti, Fear, Love, Respect, Friendship, all have embibed in me for him...23 years and still counting.. my "Go to" man till date....Blessed and the feeling of every second that I have you is beyond words...Happy Father's day Daddy!!!!
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